noise

how does sorrow feels? it feels as if you are trapped in an endless, lonely, cold night, where everything has stopped to a standstill and only the sound of crickets keeping you company throughout. you try to seek comfort in their crickety sounds but the longer you listened to it, the lonelier u felt. on some worse days, you'd feel as if your world has collapsed in on you. the compression and tightness in your chest as you desperately looking around for any form of solace but failed to find any and ended up succumbed to feeling numb and sore from fighting. everything passes by you in a blur, as your brain decided to go auto-pilot mode on you.  you are looking but not really seeing, you are hearing but not really understanding. you are eating but not really fulfilling. your tears will fall, but rather than heart-felt cries, your tears are of the silent ones. you'd weep silently, almost noiselessly, all the while your face betraying your emotions. that's how i'd describe s...