a little spark

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im in a state of between wanting and refusing.

of a forgotten dream or in search of a new one.

some days when the world gets too much, the noise did not recede for days and i resided in a noisy state of chaos, caught up in the seemingly neverending mess.

the pale world seems breaking at the seams and i desired for a new one.

one where no one knows me nor even wishes to know me.

it is true what they said, "nothing is ever enough, even if you satiate it, feed it, you will always be hungry for more."

and now, i am hungry for more. life has been a little mundane and im in need of an exciting one. one that keeps me up, out and about. bobbing from one place to another. getting caught in where i set my sights on what i desperately seek.

the longer i waited, the more impatient i've become. i felt time has slipped quietly by and im wasting more and more of it. but, patience is virtue and im bidding my time.

for time is on my tide and it is time to hold on tight to it now.

fool is the one who acts rashly and im in no position to be a fool, especially right now.














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